I want to thank everyone that gave me such powerful encouragement over this awful ordeal. I have become much more grounded in myself and it is a process, not a destination.
Net net, I have gone through a gigantic shift. The divorce was very costly and expensive and I am in a new economic reality. However, I am so much happier and grounded in where I am.
Been doing some exploring and will post again later today about some of those aspects. FemDom (not as much as I would like) BDSM (of course) and some other random kink.
Thanks again -- I love you