I want to be optimistic

Need a job and all that.  Being 50 in this market really sucks.

Thinking about moving -- new start and all that.  Any ideas?

Where are all those fine looking women that need a loving man in their life?

November Update

I feel bad for neglecting this outlet. I apologize to those who have written words of support for not responding.  I thank you for reaching out to me.

I was pretty upset by the way that this all came down, the way that it all ended up.  I still am.

So, here is the update in bullets, since June.....

• I drove home for the trial;
• She petitioned the court for a delay;
• It was granted -- to September;
• I drove back home;
• Her attorney went on vacation for all of August;
• They stonewalled us on documents;
• I drove back across country again;
• They delivered a pile of documents two days before trial;
• We went to trial;
• It went badly for me;
• My lawyer was an asshat;
• He begged me to settle for 50% of his firm's worst expectation;
• I gave in and signed the papers;
• I had a long drive back across the country cursing myself.

So that's it.  Its over.

I feel horrible about it, but want to leave it in my past...

Note to self - only date heterosexual women!